Poots filled with argh and love!

0226

2009-12-25T10:06:27Z

Merry Christmas to everyone <3
And to special individuals I felt terrible I didn't get most cards out, or I plan to do you an elaborate drawing and mail it late ;__; I'm so sorry!!

First off, Soundwave and three of his cassettes I did decision making on. Overkill is a frilled lizard, Ravage is a panther of course and Laserbeak is some kind of hawk. HE'S LIKE ACE VENTURA SHUT UP. I just wanted to draw him and KITTYKITTYKITTYKITTY
Warm fuzzies FEEL THEM. NOW!

It all started with Santa-scream tonight. I was gonna do some mocking smutty thing but I'm just so exhausted tonight it's not gonna happen. So this is all you get. TOUGH LUCK. Besides, Natalie drawing boobs on him was.....enough to cockblock me for the month.

Someone cleared the board while I was drawing sexy Jazz for Kat :< so this is what you get Kat. MERRY CHRISTMAS I love you~ You've definitely grown on me as one of the greatest friends at times. It's like...I dunno. Like I tell you a lot I dunno what it is but I can open up to you and not care if you mock me or anything. You're like the IDEAL fandom friend and PFFTTT I wish I could draw you a MILLION THINGS. But god damn my time management is TERR-EE-BLAY. You're amazing. THAT'S ALL.

Felt like drawing my original characters OTP. Nove and Vain always will be my one big pairing mainly because I just LOVE the dynamics GOOD LORDY. M'awwwwww. Think I might get back into the habit of drawing them - bittersweet or not.

My favorite boys from Hokuto ;3; merry Christmas babe~ SORRY IT'S NOT AMAZING but I wanted to give you a little something no matter how shoddy my sleepyneed is right now! You're a huge sweetheart though and I could draw you fanart of these two all the live long day, and I have before. I just...you're so interesting and eclectic in the COOLEST way. And you always have something to say to me even if it's just five words or less ;__; makes my day!

For my newest friend on the LJ and the AIMS XD I decided it'd be hilarious to draw holiday'd Megatron. KINDA FAIL but he's displeased. Honestly? I'm laughing because not only is this terribly drawn, I'm exhausted and it's hilarious but it was from memory. OH I FEEL COOL. not really. Hope you have one hell of a holiday season :3 But you've been fun to talk to, haven't quite warmed up PAST the fandom friend thing yet but I'm hoping we do. You're fun and just...I dunno. Already it's kinda fun just chatting when we do. I'm just boring so I never IM most people. We'll see :D

My neice is waiting up to see Santa Clause and I just...I thought about 'What would Toki and Skwisgaar do? ....I bet Hijack and Nightfire would RAISE BROW and get all into this.' Just like kids. ;; I love all the inside jokes and just DUMB CRACK that's so not on a timeline at all but I love it all the same because it makes for hilarious conversations. SKYWARP GETS SOCKS FOR CHRISTMAS. You've definitely become a...just a joy to look forward to talking to everyday as a fandom friend and just a friend in general M'AW. So some dorky wannabe siblings for you!

And finally my other small OTP thing...Marshall and Persephone. God I love them so much ;__; I hope you're having a really great Christmas Van, I'm sorry I don't talk to you more. I hope your first semester at MICA went well and you totally kicked EVERYONE'S god damn ass. You're amazing like that, what can I say!

I love you all and DAMN. If I didn't get you a doodle, a few of you either are getting stuff in the mail or fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck I'll do something this week to make it up to you. SYNNE, YOU IN PARTICULAR WastotallygonnadosomeXigDemBUTTTTUHHHI'MTIRED.HEADACHE.WOMANEXCUSES!

In the mean time, I'm lazy and on the 31st?

LEAAAVIN~ ON A JET PLANEEEEE~ I'd say I don't know when I'll be back again but I'm not one to be a liar - the 10th of January and all that. I'll probably be drawing and scanning - being forced I bet pffffffttttt or not lolz. Just sit on my butt playing my DS. GETTING HIT FOR IT OR SOMETHING. Play some American McGee's and Half Life 2 LIKE A BOSS *bricked* But yeah. I plan to do my own drawing of this and use it for something. Because that? Was hilarious.

Basically Natalie was like "LEAVING?!" "Yeah...*monotone distracted voice* leaving, on a jet plane don't know when I'll be baaack again..." I'mfunnyshutup.

Query;

2009-12-20T11:31:58Z

If I draw my face studies of characters, their final designs, markings et cetera for randomousity sake, I'm writing a full on QUESTIONAIRE about them.

How many will care to read these if I put select parts OR the full thing?
I'm not expecting responses at all since I have like 30+ characters. more like 10 I care about but still :/

QUESTIONS/COMMENTS/CONCERNS? Before I go on vacation; thirty image dump I think.

STUPIDSCANNERAUGH. Also, Mina threw up on my Starscream drawing I left unattended for thirty minutes yesterday? Fucking sucks. :< It's like Shockwave's human design's BOOT.
MINA NOT APPROVED!

FFFFFFffffuck guys. I'm suc ha mental wreak. HIATUS ANNOUNCED FROM STRESS.

2009-12-15T14:11:23Z

I finally e-mailed the admissions office at MICA ;__;

Fuckin'... god damnit I hate Kansas City Art Institute. I hate having had everything "TOLD" to me what to do. Working on the driving thing, getting on the college thing next fall and I will be fucking going to MICA eventually. I will live there, I will love it. At the very least I will live near enough to Kat that we can be the Kramer and Seinfeld to eachother.

God. Even just that is a positive enough to make me move out to Maryland.
Vanessa and Kat. That's all I need to get me out there.

Too much shit is going on for me mentally so...I'm not bothering with my scanner for a while. Taking a holiday hiatus kind of. Sorry again. Nubs will be uploaded here and there though *cry*

And what better way to mark a hiatus than a Kat and I joke? I'm taking a small hiatus so more random than usual updates until January 11th. <3

'Bout time you two.

Stressful scanner +2 points!

2009-12-14T13:07:24Z

My scanner keeps being a little brat.
Just posting to let you guys know we might have an art dump in a few days here. Hopefully before the weekend. My beloved Morticia the scanner is being a big BIG BRAT however so it's delayed. :/

LOOK FORWARD TO THE FOLLOWING:
- New TF designs; Arcee, Ratchet, [IforgetifIposted]Optimus, and more than likely Prowl. DICK :|
- TF; mocking Starscream in the HIGHEST regard since his hair has become a bitch to draw lately. Megatron has a lol and makes spectator comments at the time. Bravo sir, bravo.
- Comic stuff; Siali and Felix interactions and Siali and Rot interactions. They're small and badly drawn but I love them so NYEH. About six of those.
- Comic stuff; I LOST A BET WITH PAN, so I had to draw Siali and someone :| LOOK FORWARD TO MY SHAME. And the rage since it is a SHIP-LESS comic. Pan, you ams dick.
- Comic stuff; A PAGE OF EMILY HAINES face studies for Siali L.
- Comic stuff; A PAGE OF ASAGI face studies for Felix X.
- Fun sketches; Nubs of 40 year old virgin Optimus and Starscream jokes thanks to me mentally casting the movie in my head now *FACEPALM* Thanks Katie! :P
- Fun sketches; A god damn Triana and Dean drawing :| YOU HEARD ME JACKSON. fjkgh nubs of Monarch and henchmen hur hurrr. I love 24 augh. STILL I DO.
- If I get balls to scan; two or three robot drawings.
- Random concepts; the android council for Patchwork.
- Random concepts; Monsters for Nightmare Syndicate. Mainly things like the tiny forklings and Ace and Jack full head concepts.

SO....LETS SEE IF MORTICIA STOPS BEING A BITCH. ;__; I want you guys to see what I've been doing little by little.
What I'm starting up in the morning; Face studies of Kate Winslet and Ryan Gosling for the Agada twins, and finishing my Johnny Knoxville portrait. We'll see if I actually do it.

I SMELL AWESOME. SOMEONE SLEPT ON ME I THINK.

Have a nice Monday everyone. Be extremely disappoint for my lack of ART here.

0225

2009-12-12T06:52:30Z

My day has been made of ARGH, but good.
I'm thinking I made a new friend with Miss meaisin_caoin whom I've enjoyed talking to and helping get her Transformers Cartoon fix slowly but surely today :3 hopefully it's not a one off haha Ilovenewpeoplem'awww. AND COOL ONES AT THAT.

What else in life...So I finished one of the cards for that guy? He... really just made me feel like shit about it. I'm not looking for asspats to make me feel better but WOW. Don't tell me to refine when I tell you VALID reasons I'm not going to be spending HOURS doing so. .__. you're paying me $10 a card, it's hardly worth MY time and effort I'm putting in. It looks GREAT scaled down, stoppp.

So I called him to knock some bitchy-in-a-nice-way sense into him, MamaScream style.
I'm thinking I need to do drawings per day and upload them and do what Julie is doing. My positives for the day. Do positives vs negatives. Even if my drawing for the day is a nubbling. I need to upload more shit and make myself happy.

Three latest works from deviantART, enjoy.

in response to the one on deviantart. I think I like the flatflats better. LOOK AT MY SEXY LINES. GOD THEY'RE GOOD. I'm totally being sarcastic. But they are nice. I'm fond of them :]

HIJACKGETOUTOFTHERE!! BLACK FRIDAY WILL TAKE YOUR FAVORITE DOCTOR/MEDIC/INSANE/KOREAN/THING AWAY!!! Nightfire just realized they left her little Owl brother at the Mart of Walls!!

Frustrated I played American McGee's Alice, this drawing is terrible. |D

LOLCARD LADY. IZZA BARBARIAN.

To pull away from this bad art post for a minute, or six;

I wish I drew like this. I WANT TO DO FANART LIKE THIS. Especially for Viewtiful Joe. but I fail so hard at it and it's so disheartening. I need some way to pump my muse up again. .__. the RP is helping slightly - what with come on Decepticons with iron fist Eurocentric army tactics and even some Asian as for Russia. But come on it's hard to be creative lately ;;

I need something to relight the fire. ANY SUGGESTIONS FOLKS?

0224

2009-12-08T14:41:17Z

with my love of Viewtiful Joe going on, Decided to draw myself in the style in and out of costume. I KNOW. I'M SO COOL *faggot*

LAST TIME DAMNIT :| He's done. AGREED. FINITO. I love the collar <3

One night, 6 or 7 hours. <3 my 6 favorite con humanformers. Done mainly while watching Top Gun since it is somehow blasphemy I've never seen it .__.;; itwasokay. PLANE PORN, I TELL YOU.
Though I was excited for that MiG...

Close ups~

I love Soundwave ;; I'm inking this at the moment~

Two commissions left, 5 christmas cards/drawings packets, and a 52 card illustration job.

LETS SEE HOW MUCH LAZIER I GET :|
Also had a scanner scare this morning. I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA LOSE HER...

Reasoning for absence;

2009-12-01T19:06:44Z

Just a little dried out :<
Two pieces on deviantART:

Aside from that I've been looking into art jobs.
- 52 2x3.5 illustrations for a cardgame at $10 a pop = $520 possibly. We'll see if I get this one, he has confirmed nothing aside from giving me information and stuff on the game. Ineedclosure.
- And 75 illustrations for a children's alphabet book using animals and objects. $40-75 per image. Overall offer; $3000-$5200. I hope this one goes through since I could use that money to put towards moving to Maryland to go to MICA in a year or two. I'll pay off debts to family and friends and the rest goes into god damn savings.

Until those come in as positives or negatives - it's back to the drawing board for my $10-15 commissions |D.....

I'm getting depressed again, augh.

0223

2009-11-26T18:35:53Z

Happy Thanksgiving <3

Rules from Rei, use the first line of the first twenty songs on your shuffle; I used one extra for the clincher XD

He never thought that he would leave so soon,
I was sitting there in a comfortable chair.
I'm the next act,
Think of me, think of me fondly.

I lay my head on her bosom,
Ants are in the sugar.
War is overdue,
There's a hole in our logic.

You worry too much - you make yourself sad,
Dark in the city night is a wire.
There's blood on the wall,
Clatter, crash, clack, racket, bang, thump.

Who would have known?
Haven't got a lot to learn.
Weather turning towards a storm,
If the clothes make the man - then the moths make the holes.

I'll use a lock that has no key,
One at a time.
What are you doing here?
Our training's almost done...

Yeah, I am blinded by your smiles.

SERIOUS POEM, GOD DAMN. Given it's all my weird music though holy shit. I was hoping Gaga would come in or Michael Jackson to lighten that up!

Was fun though D: only had to skip literally 13 Sailor Moon songs - SHUT UP.

You thought I had serious art to give you. HAH. Well this is a diagram of when I talk to Rei, but generally this is how my brain works with EVERYONE.

Me: Pan what should I animate?
Pan: clangclangclang.
Me: .....
Pan: CLANG CLANG CLANG.
Pan: CLANG CLANG CLANG.
Pan: CLANG CLANG CLANG.
Me: STOPTHATNOW.

FUCKIN CLEFA CAKE FOR NATALIE. 21st birthday, 6 hours of baking and icing sculpting and I'm victorious. You're all jealous of her. Yes.

And of course, obligatory inside jokes with IMVi as the source of ridicule here;

The mommy puppet piece colored. I LOL'D AT HIS FACE. Shock also just single handedly made Nightfire not even want to know him at all. SHOCK YOU JUST LOST YOUR LIKE....ONLY FRIEND. EVER.

My house reeks of turkey.

Other inside joke Erin kept making was IMVi not liking Nightfire, two snarks do not make a friendship. For lulz - the double date. Where Nightfire pretty much just drinks her little drinks and talks with Ebony while IMVi wigs out.

pffffttttt Istilldon'tseethisshitworkingout BUT IT'S STILL FUNNY *WRIST* face pffffttt hur hur.

SO MUCH SCENT OF TURKEY!

0222

2009-11-22T17:17:56Z

Already on deviantART but you guys get to see it without that yellow bg, I think it looks better like this - crisper |D yay last minute backgrounds. SHITFUCK.

Then again;
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..

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I think this is the better of the three *BATS EYELASHES*

Also on deviantART but hey, double posting. LIKE I HONESTLY CARE. Some of you don't watch me on dA or have one so YOU GET TO SEE IT.

Hi shittily drawn Nove, I hate you. But you know what, like it or not you get posted. Because you're Nove and I never draw you anymore. You look nothing like your source material.

HELLO UGLY FELIX. YOU LOOK JUST AS - IF NOT - DUMB.....er. I hate how this turned out but oh well. You all like my crap in ranges so what I hate may be something someone likes. :<

He's late for an important date.....withRobin?Idon'tknow. God do I NOT ship that crazy. I need to draw some Cat and the Bat one of these days. Which means when I'm fifty.

IN SHORT: Erin's RP Shockwave creates IMVi her OC. So we make lots of parental - single parent mind you - jokes. One being the "mommy" puppet. He tortures him with it years later when he's an adult. IMVi, the test tube baby as well. ...god Mommy puppet even has the uniform on under that dress *facepalm*

In other news Ren has a face and a voice and unless I've already told you who it is, you all will never know. It's kind of personal now <3 but I loved this pose.

Poorly drawn Silent Hill critter :[ sorry Kat I failed us.

SPEAKING OF FAIL;

...

..

OH YEAH. FUCKYOUREI.

NO. YOU KNOW WHAT?

WE'RE FRIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEENNNNNNDDDDDDDDSSSSSSS *_____________*!!!!~

Now I'm just throwing dumb shit in here...

Yes, we know you're going to dismantle him with your teeth. You bitch.

Also you know how awesome Kat is?

Holy Damnit Christmas, is that us in a mock up of the Army of Darkness cover?
Army of Should've Worn a Rubber. Trapped in Hell. low on tolerance. And they fucked with the dad robe....

AW LOOKIT THE HAPPY FAMILY. Kat, we are so fuckin' lame. Honestly. Christ. Stop this marriage already.

Pan reminded me of this old inside joke tonight btw. We haven't used it since....July when I made Starfag!human. It's a 6 year old joke. We both have a page with this on it, and we jokingly put post it notes over the heads and draw RANDOM characters. Our favorites were Togemon (the cactus digimon...) and Kanye. Yes. You read that right.

PAN'S CHOICE OF HEADS TONIGHT?

Yeah.......PAN,YOUSADICK.

Takes after his Mamascream - I MEAN. WHAT? FFFFFFFFFFFFFF DASH PUT THAT AWAY.

God so tired it hurts honestly.

0221

2009-11-15T13:25:58Z

Redid my layout, oh boy. IT'S SO PURPLE.

This is already on deviantART but hey. THE FEELING STILL STANDS WITH VIEWTIFUL JOE 2. PUZZLES, I SHOULD COCK JAB YOU JOE. :|

Even if I love your design.

No one cares, your rival is cooler. This is like 2x bigger than shown here *____*

I BLAME KAT. :| Ewan McGregor is evidently the face of our Skyfire - MY DEFENSES WERE DOWN.....Oh god Starscream 'm so sorry baby ;__; THOUGH THE OTHER NIGHT I FINALLY HEARD HIS FEMALE FRENCH 1986 MOVIE VOICE? I'd hit it harder than a defiant second in command. Fuckin pretty voice.

You tell 'em Jazz. Drew a Jazz for Kat <3

Design so far for Arcee, need to make it look more TRANNY-TASTIC.

Aw, my last decepticon. HEART SHATTER SOUND. Um Lambo Twins, Sideswipe looks better on paper. And Blitzwing. Yes. Need to draw him in a pose to make him more badass.

For Erin, IMVi is Shockwave's created son so we were making jokes about a time in his life he'd ever think his dad was cool and amazing. MAKING HIM MACARONI PICTURES. Though where did he find macaroni...and did Shockwave insulting his art decide that moment then and there that IMVi would hate him? We'll never know.

First real....robot aside from Nightfire's DESIGNS x___o augh.

Speaking of, HELLO CREEPER BOT. Nightfire sticks to herself a lot and is just kinda meh la dee dah, but...she gets this streak of just monotone sarcasm. And the loyalty thing. FFFF

For Reiko <3 i was thinking about how big Nightfire actually would be in Transformers Animated universe. According to me and my facts - she is bigger than Starscream. WELL STARSCREAM IS BIG ASS BERTHA SIZE HUEG in TF:A. So....I had to figure how SMALL Hijack was to her. Some math lead to; Nightfire = or taller than Blitzwing. Bumblebee = or taller than Hijack. Ratchet comes up to Blitzwing's chest, Bumblebee comes up to Ratchet's chest. HOLY CHRIST HE'S SO TINY IT'S ADORABLE.
Put this one on deviantART to show I'm not dead but GOD IT'S CUTE. Coba means owl ;3; which is her pet name for him since he's like..been adopted as her little brother in an annoying way <3 I LOVE IT SO MUCH PFFFFT.

When I'm tired or bored I do one-line drawings. No lifting my pencil or anything. I did on a few of these but they're cute. I was waiting for a program to load so they're all waiting. I'll let you guess who is who GEE IT'S SO HARD e___e

Terrible start to a commission of two friends as Napoleon and Josephine. IHATEITGONNARESTART.
KAT, BUY MY FAGSCREAM SO I CAN START YOURS THIS WEEK :<

Working out Key-ith's final form. I don't know what to do with his hands though - if anyone has any suggestions. just don't want humanoid hands for once and paws are boring.

Drew Mr. Mango Hayden Agada tonight with a reference of Ryan Gosling for the first time - I like this choice of face. He's easy to draw *___* and pretty/ugly <3 Need to work on Mango's hair realistically still, meh :[

YOU WISH IT WAS GOOFY TIME.

This post needs more Marshall.

Felt like drawing obscure characters of mine tonight haha <3 B'aw. Sailor Super Nova :D

I LOVE YOU KAT. YOU'RE MY FAVORITE. ~~numberonespotisyoursPapatron~~ WHAT?
GOD I LOVE IT. Favorite panels is the one with Kat clenching fist, "GODIFUKKENHATETHATKID."
We have to adopt because Kat keeps killing out babies, or they just keep dying. Ugh.

Random

2009-11-12T05:58:15Z

X-posting from deviantART but if anyone has a deviantART account and would like to help one of my friends get a tablet by voting :] I'd appreciate it.

http://chibipunk7231.deviantart.com/journal/28252462/?loggedin=1
Hers is entry #3, user Darkest-of-Days.

Each vote helps. Close friend of mine for three or so years ;D thanks if you can <3

*PUMPS THIS OUT EVERYWHERE*

SORRY FOR MY PAUSE

2009-11-06T05:15:14Z

It's still going through. So many commissions, so little time. Just finished a 135+ illustration book for a friend's birthday though on top of like three commissions so my brain is fried.
Gonna be total lame nerd and draw me some human!formers again and some human Starscream with his two bitches PFFFFFT. FLUFF THY NAME IS SKYFIRE :|

I NEED ME SOME STRESS RELIEF ART.
You all love my art anyway or are in it for the hilarious TF fandom jokes Kat and I make. SO. SHUT UP AND KEEP WAITING.

Nove loves you, really she does <3

STOLEN FROM CYNTHIA: FUKKEN DO IT.
1. Post a list of up to 20 books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/bands that you've had an obsessive fannish love or interest in at some time in your life.
2. Have your f-list guess your favourite character/member from each item.
3. When someone guesses correctly, strike through the item and put the name of your favourite character next to it.

List:
1. ~~Transformers (G-unit, I mean G1)~~ kalte_atron ~~STARFAG~~ I MEAN STARSCREAM.
2. ~~Venture Bros~~ kalte_atron THE MIGHTY MONARCH.
3. Stella
4. Viewtiful Joe
5. Dr. Seuss
6. ~~Jackass~~ kalte_atron JOHNNY KNOXVILLE.
7. Aeon Flux
8. ~~Tenchi Muyo~~megoomba RYOKO.
9. ~~Silent Hill 2~~megoomba PYRAMID BITCH.
10. Kingdom Hearts (1 or 2)
11. ~~Batman the Animated Series~~ kalte_atron JOKERFAG.
12. Sailor Moon
13. Big O
14. Mallrats
15. Seinfeld
16. ~~Nana~~ kalte_atron NANA OSAKA.
17. Pokemon
18. ~~Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy~~megoomba GRIM.
19. ~~Metalocalypse (DAMNIT REI :|)~~megoomba TOKI.
20. X-Men cartoons

0220

2009-10-30T14:34:10Z

Mafia Vs Zombie by ~nove on deviantART

Just alerting, Happy Halloween. Finished this smallish hellion. God damn proud. LOOK BLOOD THAT DOESN'T SUCK...so badly.

GodIcan'twaitforthecomicformyrelaxationperiod. UUUUGH

Kat and I bonded over imaginary friends today. Draw them past, and present.

Fullbody GOD DAMN HE IS DIFFERENT.

Him cursing is amusing, and his disbelieve WHUT face is cute ;;

Anna is Kat's, Ren is mine ;; they'd be mortal enemies. Oh god love.

OOOOOOOH, AAAAH.

OOOOOOOH, AAAAAAAAAAH. Zoooooooohmbeh.

HE HAS A DRINKING PROBLEM WITH ME SOMEHOW. I'D RATHER CUT OFF MY DING DONG THAN ADMIT BOOZE AIN'T FOOD FOR SURE.

Discussing with Kat today how open Skyfire always was in the G1 continuity. JUST DROPPING THAT PLOT BABY AND LEAVING IT ON THE COLDDOORSTEP. Here's the one thing in the UNIVERSE Starscream isn't a little jackhole to and he just sends him on his merry way to be an Autobot. WHY?! So I was like:
Nove: just imagine if skyfire ever was like "BABY COME BACK"
Nove: "sorry I get beaten twice a day, lol bye *skips off for 4 pm appointment*"
Kat: Haha
Kat: Oh, those two
Nove: starscream, that's not even right.
Kat: He enjoyts
Kat: *enjoys it
Nove: skyfire just lovedhim...too tenderly.
Nove: ...i bet that was a problem
Kat: "Beat me up and tell me I failed you again." "What? No"
Nove: SINCEI N MY MIND THANKS TO FRIENDS he's this choking biting victim and loves it.
Nove: LMFAO
Nove: "GOD. WHY CAN't YOU FULFILL MY NEEDS" "....WHAT?!"

*facepalm* ;;

FOR THIS TO MAKE SENSE GO TO THE BOTTOM OF THIS ENTRY. GOD. KAT YOU ROCK SO HARD.

Based on the admittance of defeat to Generation 2. I can't get through it because I hate Galvatron .....THAT. MUCH. I miss Megatron, THAT. MUCH. I always hated that bitch ;;

Joke due to: http://i239.photobucket.com/albums/ff102/CreationMaster/My%20Comics/TF%20IDW%20Comics/All%20Hail%20Megatron/Issue%2014/23.jpg THE TRUST ME PANEL. GALVACOPAFEELTRON.

And last but not least, my new desktop for the next month or two after the Galvatron:

Stunnah this.

.....

2009-10-29T20:35:43Z

Paypal accounts and credit cards are scary new experiences for Nove.
Especially when she is money retarded. Oh dear god.

Commissions are going.....well so far.

For Joanna's book, big joke of the Justin Timberlake song to this.

Scarface zombie attack mafia guy survivor. I need to blood stain his suit.

Flat/semi color

Done.

Ughhhh. I need to scan Sideswipe =______=
PAYPAL IS ANNOYING ME TO DEATH.

0219

2009-10-23T16:11:40Z

I do this for EVERY card I make, every present I personalize et cetera et cetera.
I'm pissed off Calvin is dropping her book idea to the LENGTH he wanted. I wanted.
Fucking suck. Would have made her book so much more worth her 21st birthday.

Whatever. Joanna has been a close friend of mine for four years, I don't see her much and she gets on my nerves here and there - but what friend doesn't?
So I decided I'd cover it in art and stuff, blurred out the writing so you all don't read my SAP and think I'm more emo than I am when it came to four years ago. Joanna was that rock of a friend I needed with shit going on at that time <3

These pages are about...6x9 inches.

PAGE ONE. we wanted to be BAMF heros back when we met. I have a whole page of inside jokes about PAMF PANTIES, BAMF BOOTS, BAMF WAFFLE IRON, Jhonen is the lord of bamfitude for a hilarious reason. Tore a page out of my Hello Kitty mini coloring book :] we were all supposed to write Joanna a letter. heeeee I'm cute I know. Drew myself with her two brother characters in the box there.

This page was all text minus Pyramid Head and the kitten.

DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM THAT IS MY MASTERPIECE:

Roseart colored pencils, a sharpie and cutout of construction paper. FUCK I AM AWESOME. GOD DAMN. FUCK. I am so proud of this XD

The Vegeta to my Nappa ;w; LOVE YOU.

I wish I had more crafty friends here or people who DO appreciate this shit ugh. I LOVE DOING IT :|

0218

2009-10-23T05:18:47Z

Tired and snuggly feeling, panicy because I don't know what to do for Joanna's birthday. Think I might draw her a funny comic ;__;...

Watched Revenge of the Fallen with dad, noticed all the colors are so saturated, that Shia - and just about every other male in the moive OH TURTURRO YOUR ASS IS SO NICE, just for Calley. But they're all wearing lipstick it looks like. Kat had this to say.
It's true. And Turturro is in the next trailer shining up his high heels for the pageant that night. What you're not seeing is Scout on the side from Team Fortress saying HORRIBLE HORRIBLE things about Rainbow Rangers and Dick Farmers...*cries*

WIP in the middle of coloring a Pchat doodle for Kat. MEGATRON AND GLaDOS OH BABY. Finished version on deviantART haha

Made up this little guy from the pose and Kat said his suit was shiny, so I made it shiny and had her name him. Whatever. He's got the easiest costume of all my characters. We'll see if he gets anything done with him.

I kept bugging Kat drawing GLaDOS in happy animu style so I finally broke down and did creepy pure black and white for her. CREEPY NIGHTMARES YOU HAVE THEM.

And the follow up to that. I love the angle soooo much

I is pleased, yes I am.

0217

2009-10-21T07:01:07Z

Raeg.
More art tomorrow. Starting some traditional pieces tonight since I have markers and am angry at life |D

Story:
In the midst of doing all these expressions for Shockwave:

Friend's sister says "He looks like Plankton."

Result:

I lol'd heavily to the point I fell out of my chair almost from losing footing.

Drew Nightfire in Transformers Animated style. Wanted her to still maintain meat however u__u;
I thought about making her more boy figured but even fuckin' STARSCREAM the queen he is, is hippy. *grasps at empty air* she's supposed to be decent looking but prefers to dress as gender discreet as possible in human verse, and G1 verse...well. Seekers generally look the same. Lack of conversing usually covers this. OHHHHH WEEEEELLLLLLLL Animated you make me fist shake. Oh well.

I LIKE THIS.

And for Natalie:

I reiterate to her, not going to happen - this proves it. Cute =/= Nightfire unless it involves hijack for.....some strange reason. HE'S A PARASITE. Also Shockwave is the work al lthe time ignore everyone but Megatron, whom's picture is in a heart shaped picture frame on his desk where he gawks on Wednesdays. But If it does happen at this point now? I have failed myself and I have failed logic. What would Shockwave SAY to that then. Question mark.

ALSO HIJACK AND NIGHTFIRE. MANY A SKETCH OF ADVENTURES SOON. GOD I ADORE BIG SISTER ACTIONARIES.

y33333333

2009-10-20T02:15:25Z

Calley solved my awesome All Hail Megatron dilemma.
SHE ROCKS SO HARD <3

No art today

2009-10-19T09:21:30Z

So Venture Bros premiere today was wonderful. If I've ever loved that show before, I love it more now. Also it made me laugh since a guy at Blockbuster yesterday had a blue speedsuit on and I was humming the theme song. And today they all exchanged their outfits for blue suits for Venture Industries. I laughed <3
God 21 almost made me sad this episode. The ring remark made me go "B'aw god damnit ;;"
Hrm hrm hrm....
Good way to start the season off closing all those plot holes gentlemen. Bravo. <3 Can't wait for the next 7 shows for the first half of the season. Bravo. Excited to see The Monarch in the next episode 8D since it's my favorite voice Jackson does, mainly because it's so annoyingly nasally.

What else, still terribly sick with the flu, but I made $30 dollars in tips face painting Saturday, which was boss. Natalie and I are gonna do it again on Halloween at our Blockbuster and we have a small gig which I'm like "meh" over for a small reason |D
There were a few people who were quite gracious, others whom were not. This one girl had us change her face like...twice. And this other kid kept coming asking for more. I was sporting a Tony Stark 'stache combo. The Block manager Adam kept coming over going "Hay baby, how YOU doin'?" I creeped people out driving by, by kissy facing at them.

Made $25 on commissions on deviantART. Made my sick sad day, get to draw some friends stuff thanks you guys. Looking forward to it when I get more stuff out of the way <3

So I get happy to save this money aside but there is one thing I want to treat myself to since I hawk-watch items that are within decent grasp. I go to see one thing I've been eyeballing for months - RARE to find now. All Hail Megatron Trade Paper Back 1 [the omnibus one with books 1-6]? Yeah. Everywhere is either sold out and will continue to be, or it's like expensive as hell. $100+ oh heeeeeeeeeeeeeelll no.

Anyone wanna find it and trade it for some badass art? XD god. Seriously would I was so pissed.
I wish we had more comic go get 'em places so I could be like "AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH! *holy sounds*" I'd offer to pay for it if someone finds it haha but that could get all....weird. Ah well.

:< Guess I wait until February when they MIGHT release all 16 in one book. I just pray it's not smaller like Silent Hill, ah well i say.

Aside from that bit of suck, things are clearing up around here. Job search is still on and I hope something happens soon. We'll see right? Yeah...
David might visit due to his Grandma dying but...as sad as that is I might get to see him and just hang out which would be great. I could use seeing him, it's hard without him here. Only person aside from Brandon I ever got really attached to as part of my daily routine you know? :/

We'll see where I am in a month or two emotionally, financially, everything-ily.
Also might be moving. I'll miss this room *eyeballs wall* so will all my tape on my pictures haha.

Upload later today with art :] <3
Remember all, I love you, I love you.

0216

2009-10-16T06:40:44Z

Jokes with Reiko and I's Transformer OC's Hijack and Night Fire.

SUNSTREAKERZ. He gonna git raped and not wanan talk about it now.

0215

2009-10-13T22:19:25Z

My name is Nove and I didn't do shit this weekend.
The weekend get away was a bit of a bust but oh well.

UH.....YEAH.
Dear human forms,
Quit being my equivalent of an OTP. It's kind of weirding me out a bit. Kay?
No love, Nove.

Hanging around otaku all weekend results in Shota-scream and Hideki-tron.
SHUTUPOHMYGODITBURNS. Chobits should NOT cross over.
Then again Danielle also said "I like your persepticons!" and I cried inside.

GUILT.
More art coming soon, need to scan Hijack and Nightfire doodles for Reiko.
I need a Starscream I'M STUPID, I'M STUPID icon for posts like this.

0214

2009-10-08T08:04:15Z

♥ ♥ ♥_{Sometimes you are all I need Ren. Imaginary friend, my bromantic interest.
My peace of mind when I'm about to do something stupid lately.
Seven times in my life, way to go.

When I get out of whack you're still there with that inviting smile despite all the wrong I've done you since I was...9? 11? Who cares anymore. You're still there in my dreams offering out a hand when I'm too busy having problems in the real world.

I'm convinced this band is totally what you'd be listening to all the time if you were real because I can't stop drawing you to it. The MOOD alone is you. All of their music.

Fuck every other band I ever connected you to.
You're wonderful.
Don't go away this time. My brain is an idiot everytime it casts you aside.

I'm still just a stupid seven year old feeling lost and lonely.
Crying every step of the way without you there.

Ren...he's like my way of coping with the mood, giving myself advice since I won't take my advice. And...well. Peace of mind.}

Sorryeveryone. Mood will be gone before I leave.
Also TOTALLY just palmed Starscream on accident? THEY'RE STILL STANDING.
FUCKERS. FALL OVER. NOW.

Edit: Feeling like drawing things. Faces. Characters.

Ren is literally the brother I never got. I have internal bicker fits because we have such bromance when Ren is present.

Due to complications I recently lost two good friends. CONFLICTS WIN.

Not been helping my mood.

First drawing of any characters using my actors and actresses as reference. Rosto for Vain and Kate Winslet for Nove. I JUST GRAZED STARSCREAM AGAIN. STILL NO FALLING. GOD DAMNIT. But I think this is good. I just spent like a half hour on it in paint YES I KNOW SHUT UP FAGGOT. you know what I love? Gay people who don't get offended when I call them a faggot. Because It's a term of endearment between me and my boys. *SIGH*

I only draw Nove and Vain when I'm really sad or lonely. This is why you never see them by the way. When my heart is in my shoes, I draw them. This is because Nove's bad traits outweigh the good. They're both no good bastards of my traits.
Each character I make gets a list of my own traits incase we didn't know this.

I wanna draw them now though. God my hands are killing me augh.

Two more, Ashril and Scratch. Neve Campbell and Johnny Knoxville |D! Knoxville made me realize - stubble on Scratch = highly appropriate.

EDIT DOS: FOR GREAT JUSTICE:

<3 I think my colors worked decent? YOUR CALL THOUGH REI BABE! I like this design. No wonder he runs around shirtless though, but as a medic and such I'd imagine more a ..PROPER look. And after the hairbrush THREAT "IF WE'RE SEEING MEGATRON YOU WILL COMB" pretty much....I imagine getting him to look this clean is...a rarity. BUT STILL. IT WORKS WITH HIS DESIGN AND JOB. Coat is swapped probably when flying :0 might do something for that one. REMOVABLE TAILS PERHAPS? also sans goggles since FLUFFY HAIR = NO WAY I'M ERASING heeeeeeeee

0213

2009-10-07T04:33:48Z

All that's left is Blitzwing for the Decepticons and...all the Autobots.
Autobots planned:
Optimus Prime, Elita One, Ironhide, Ratchet, Wheeljack, Prowl, Blurr, Sideswipe, Sunstreaker, Bumblebee, Percepter.

will have them done before Friday I hope! :D not all scanned and colored probably but you know I'LL TRY. :D

Once all designs are done I'm totally doing a Decepticon/Autobot line up :3

My friend really wanted me to design Skyfire for... her own filthy sexy desires *COUGH* Ffff I guess Starscream will have a friend ;;

SUNSTORM. The younger brother for the trine, adopted. Scene we worked out? WELL MORE LIKE REI SUGGESTING;
He let Shocky do his hair.
Nove: like that episode of daria when she butchered jane's hair *lame*
Nove: oh ouch
reiko: Then messes his all up.
reiko: To piss him off after he got every piece JUST slicked back into place.
reiko: "THANK YOU SHOCKWAVE! *leap**hairruffle**RUN!*" "........I hate him. So absolutely much."
Nove: LMAO
Nove: what would his hair look like messed FFFFFF
reiko: Cloud Strife?
Nove: *SNERK*
Nove: oh god
Nove: dear brain, don't fall for the cross over trap
reiko: It already has once!

Sunstorm wears cardboard wings. Because he's a spastic pyromaniac. He's two years younger than Skywarp and just an inch or two shorter XDD so cute <3

INSECTICONS <3
That is all.

My heart is pounding ugh. Off to finish the last designs so I am ready for this 4 day trip next weekend.

0212

2009-10-05T08:28:02Z

Just spent like a half hour messing with this. Pencil sketch in photoshop after abusing my pen tool for the next two |D

This is on deviantART but not everyone has it. And I'm fond of it. ;; Lyrics in the background are Twilight Galaxy by Metric which is like...the song of the moment for me.
Started out as a more sad picture but ffff I looked over behind my door and just felt my heart sink and realized I never draw us laughing.
Ren always made me laugh as a kid.

Guess it goes to show I have a good sense of humor now.

Work in progress inspired by the song Blindness by Metric.
That one lyric stuck out how I always wanted to just disappear into my dreams when I was little and CONSTANTLY lately. This is a scene from my dreams very very often when I was a kid. Ren always seemed to be going for walks with me in my dreams joking and talking and having adventures at night. Because I liked night time and of course being a kid could never go out and walk on my own in it.

So this is us...well ME grown up doing the routine. Dragging behind holding his hand while he reluctantly leads, never holding my hand back. I think this is one reason I hold my own hand when I'm bothered. It'd kind of a cute/pathetic motion I do haha. I do it a lot when thinking too so it's not so pathetic 100%

Those kind of suck sorry.
I'M STUPID I'M STUPID.

*cheap laugh out of icon*

0211

2009-10-02T10:56:45Z

Design of a friend's RP buddy's TFA character for a commission I'm annoyingly late on.

;~;

ALSO Natalie ruined me tonight. She wants Nightfire to get with Shockwave - NAY I SAY. NO. Breaks my original/copyright character rule. AND SHE TAKES ADVANTAGE OF ME AT THESE HOURS. ASSHOLE. NO. BAD NATALIE. Nightfire dies anyway, SHE FUCKS UP, takes her death like a MAN. Doesn't beg to live and rubs this point at Starscream as her last words fffff

Dear Nove,
It's okay NOT to kill off OC's
<3 Self

Dear Self,
It's okay though, because I never DO anything huge with them right?
<3 Nove

Not happening though I just FFFFFFTTTTT at her. NO. I did make her make an OC off of a fanboat though haha who is Australian, it's hilarious.

God I'm so boring and inactive sorry guys <3

Kat got me to start up my Tegaki: http://www.unowen.net/tegaki/uentries.php?u=41562
Btw, the comment threads on Pyramid head? Brilliant.
The Skywarp and Starscream piece? All I have to say is...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TL6MAyTXMRA
I lost my heart to a Starship Troooooooopaaa~